MY MEMORIES
Friday, February 20, 2009
as e day passes... i feel like im falling deeper... today yiwen asked me if i have alr fallen, i was kinda dumbstruck and said tt more than b4... seriously i didn't know it was so much more than b4... i jus hope tt wadever he says is true... cux i dun want 2 go thru another kena-played scenario frm happening... i guess when i said i wld rather die trying than having not tried b4 i started to let go of e self defense mechanism tt i put up... so far so gd... but as days go by, will it b as nice as now? i know tt thr r bound to b unhappy days but will e ending or rather e end result b satisfactory?? i hope nothing bad will happen cux for nw... it seems tt everything is gg jus fine with a little hindrance here n thr... hais i also duno la.... hope tt everything goes well!
in any case, it's time to settle things with asshole like properly. i dun wanna entertain anymore crazy tricks or stunts tt he pulls again. time to say bye bye for good and i mean it. tmr i shall msn him if i see him online n tell him not 2 pester me anymore... it's time he moved on cux i did and im so far away alr.... *oosh!!* jiayou!!
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